rojak post~

Yesterday went ioi have a nice date with my darling yoke pui and her boyfriend....

Thx yang yang for belanja me xD

Ishhhh, I forgot to talk picture with them ><

Mummy bought a new shoes for me ♥

My mum taste not bad right? LOL


Hmm, I miss the chance of meet muimui yesterday....
I miss the time we sakai together TT


Have a small gathering with 5C members at 15-7-2011

My face damn big ><

OPPA Fighting ~!

BB开始他的新人生已经一个月多了，正所谓万事起头难，你要加油噢~
我也会我自己努力，我要很努力赚钱买PUCCA的钱包RM129____xD

今天去 sunway sushi zanmai 和 yunyun 补庆祝生日。
itik 讲我好象3天没有吃饭，因为我吃很多。。
太久没有吃sushi了，饱饱很有满足感~
食物的照片都在BB的电话，发觉我很少很少用我的电话了，哈哈~

太久没有和Michelle讲话了，没有什么东西讲 =(

2-7-2011
和 CROCS members去 Ampang小云顶庆祝 eda 和 phangphang 的生日~

KAKA~我穿 HELLO KITTY 衣服去读书~ ♥

uni life__

Officially an uni student since 30th May 2011__
Uni life really not good as i expected__
But no choice, I have to cope with it~
Please give me some motivation to study hard on every subjects, I dont want extend my foundation year TT

Some changes occur around this few week__
Bi started his life to work as a financial planner, sound nice right? haha~
The time he spend on me definity will be lesser, last time really not used to it, but now better..
I have to be more independent because i almost reach 18years old ad__
Feel like cannot always stick to bi, too rely him will become his burden...
I do not want to be the second "ROSE" that susanne mentioned...

Honestly, I hate his new friends in uni, but I will not block he makes friends with anyone, i have no right to do that__

Arghhh, really have to enlarge my social circle in uni__
It is hard for me to find people join me to do group assignment...
Is my fate to be alone???

我要一个属于我的世界~!

我，就是我。
我不温柔、我脾气不好、我容易吃醋、我容易心痛、我容易胡思乱想、我很任性、我生气时不想说话、我开心了会一直傻笑、我受委屈会放在心里、我在乎了就想被你知道、我喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌 、我喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享。
我就是我，如果受不了，就别走进我的世界。

life before 23 May ♥

20/5/2011

520♥

看Pirates of the Caribbean之前有一个大大的surprise，他送我 Hello Kitty 的衣服~
以后去UNI我一点穿~！



当天晚上，帮 Soo May 和 Hooi Yin 饯行________

21/5/2011

晚上10点CROCS关门后和 Loqman 饯行__________
身边好像有很多人都离乡背井去人生地不熟的地方留学，可是我却办不到~

瘦小的 Jasmine 驾车载我和 MayKei

第一站--去YUEN吃STEAMBOAT

下一站--I-City

P/S--17个月了，时间过得好快，要对我更好噢~

16 months ♥

22-04-2011
I went PAVILLION to celebrate 16 months anniversary with HIM ♥
I had been craving for SNOWFLAKE for few months, finally can taste it again__
SNOWFLAKE BEST SELLER (HOT)~



Had our lunch at MANHATTAN FISH MARKET AFTER MOVIE xD
A tired but SWEET day-----END

14-4-2011 outing with TSS

好象从来没有一篇部落只是写陈素贤大小姐的，这是第一次~
之前听她说要上中六时有被吓一跳，在去MidValley的路途中知道了她的想法，支持她~！

本来要看[JUST GO WITH IT]的，却被她抓去看〈鬼也笑〉~
超好笑的鬼片，由于在观看过程中我们又喊又笑，所以离场是我们得赶快走，不然就让人看到我们的38真面目~ xD
我们看戏之前还去打包ＭＣＤ，每次和她看戏都是这样，很有回忆~

我们的下午餐－－PASTA ZANMAI

"CHOCO BANANA" 让人有幸福的感觉～


之前回Serendah看到邻居的lorry有PUCCA，以后我的车也要～哈哈~

P liscense, you are mine xD

考到P牌了~
可是却没有想象中高兴，可能是因为没有车驾吧~
马路真的如虎口，驾manual车时更恐怖，一直要换cluth，脚又累又痛，所以我的车一定要是auto的。。

这是在RT买的蛋糕，还满好吃的，我就是爱吃甜品。。
之前向同事借了一部日本卡通--梦想蛋糕师~！
我越看越想吃蛋糕，只要是甜点都好想吃。。
或许这是我一个小小的优点吧，伤心难过时吃甜点真的可以赶走乌云，让我的心情开朗些。。
一个小小的蛋糕可以带给我大大的满足，可是我只会吃，不会做。。
高兴是有蛋糕庆祝固然是一件好事，但伤心时我会更想吃。。
我不知道最后一次掉泪是几时了，因为我那廉价的眼泪已经掉落无数滴了。。
或许哭得最久的一次是去年的8月18日吧，不要问我为什么，因为我已经尽量把那件事情放在心里的最深处，可是某种时候它会莫名其妙地浮现出来。。
那一晚，我有多痛，我自己知道。。
那天的阴影，我没有向任何人提起，不希望别人觉得我错了，我还错下去。。
我的伤痕不需要别人知道，我想要保存我仅有的尊严和私隐权。。
当初的问题其实到现在还存在，只不过是我一直在避免问题。。
有什么事情我都习惯往肚子里吞，所以我的肚喃才会那么大吧~
真的很讨厌虚拟的网络世界，让我不禁失去更多的安全感。。
通过网络，我们可以聊天，可是我们不知道对方说的是真是假。。
我最最讨厌的就是虽然通过webcam我们可是看到远方的亲戚朋友，可是我却感觉不到对方的存在，他还是那么的遥远。。

两个星期没有写blog了，我还是和以前一样，喜欢乱写一通，写一些只有自己明白的东西。。
天生爱胡思乱想，没办法。。
天生需要人疼，就算没有，也没办法~

SPM result had come out_____

SPM result had come out on 23rd Mar, not very satisfy with my result, but I have to accept it...

27/3/2011
I went PJ UTAR after going back hometown for 清明__
The environment there not very attractive, but their fees are cheaper compare to other colleges or university__
Owing to I do not want to waste my parents money, I think I will choose UTAR..
I don't know my decision right or not, I don't know I can adapt the life in Kampar,Perak or not, I don't know how I live without my parents__
I have many question mark in my mind__
Already with my emotional stress, cry on the bed until sleep every night TT
Is the time for me to grow up, bless me~

Had my dinner at BumbuBali,puteri after that xD

MARCH 2011 NEW JOB

Goodbye PADINI, now i work part time at CROCS, it's just opposite PADINI__
I can meet PADINI staff everyday so I feel a little embarrassed...
new job, new colleagues, new stories, i think i still can handle it right now..

I got my L license =D
14thMARCH only start my first driving lesson__
Kinda hate to step on cluth, make my heel feel very pain =(
I told myself i must have an auto car next time__

The first salary that over one thousand__
Although it just too less for other people, I still happy with it LOL


Well, SPM result will come out on 23rd MARCH, wish me luck xD